a stranger came to my working place this afternoon.
he told me he suffered from blood tumor, he showed me the lump on his neck, and his hand is a bit crooked...he said he has no job and no money for his family...he asked me whether i can donate him a few ringgit...
i gave RM10...and i prayed to God for his condition.
my heart did judged him, whether he was cheating me or not? whether he will bring home the money or not?
i shouldn't ask whether he bring home the money or not, but i should ask whether i was giving out of a sincere heart?
Yes God, I did.
How could I possibly pour out everything in my heart, my mind...? Dad, I know that You know me even before I was born, You formed my inward parts; You knitted me together in my mother's womb(Psalm 139:13), I am precious in Your eyes and You love me(Isaiah 43:4a).... Upon Your words, I can build my trust! I want to trust You for my future family, though I knew the fact that Alex and I are both alpha thalassemia minor...25% of chances to get an alpha thalassemia major child...doctor said nothing is guarantee...we could only prepare ourselves for what is to come if we decided to have our own child. How could I possibly ready and prepare enough to face what is to come without You?
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i guess you put that phrase to life that day.
Anyway i have added your blog to my blogroll.. do add me too.. hehe (=
erin: thanks. im encouraged as u are encouraged
aaron: sincerity overcome shamefulness.