昨天去了一趟医院, 心有感触...
在等待升降机的当儿, 看见一位母亲抱着他的儿子, 看那孩子的身高, 大概有9岁了吧...
看见他的样子, 心都痛了...他每吸一口气或呼一口气, 我都能听到有痰的声音在他的喉咙里, 使他必不得已用更多的力气... 呼吸对他而言, 很辛苦... 还可以看见他的眼眶里忍不住的泪... 他也不时会望着妈妈, 发出很痛的呻吟...
我并不了解那孩子的状况, 但是仿佛可以体会他母亲的心情, 眼睛也红了...
有一次和我妈及伯母到医院去探访刚动了手术的堂弟.
同一个病房里有其他也动过手术的小孩, 一些在大声的哭, 有的在喊痛, 有些呢没哭也没喊, 但身上插着一些喉...
妈妈和伯母不敢多望一眼, 因为会很伤感而忍不住眼泪, 这是妈妈的心情.
那时的我很难体会她们的感受...
人越长大, 感触越多, 能体会的事也多了, 眼泪也很时常会失控地流...
感恩所有遇见的人, 事, 物...我会好好收藏所有珍贵的回忆.
用心体会吧!
How could I possibly pour out everything in my heart, my mind...? Dad, I know that You know me even before I was born, You formed my inward parts; You knitted me together in my mother's womb(Psalm 139:13), I am precious in Your eyes and You love me(Isaiah 43:4a).... Upon Your words, I can build my trust! I want to trust You for my future family, though I knew the fact that Alex and I are both alpha thalassemia minor...25% of chances to get a alpha thalassemia major child...doctor said nothing is guarantee...we could only prepare ourselves for what is to come if we decided to have our own child. How could I possibly ready and prepare enough to face what is to come without You?
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