dear blog,
its 1:16am, i thought i supposed to be sleeping cause im not feeling well; still coughing...
but im not sleepy or tired, in fact i dont feel like sleeping...
can i just blog and blog and wait until 7:30am then go to work?
practically, i will be very tired later...
hmm...maybe because too much to think about...
i tried to sms a friend hoping to get a reply and can chit chat for awhile, but no respond...
maybe i should go and get some hot milk for a better sleep...oops...no more fresh milk, and i hate milk powder!
maybe i should read a book, a boring to dead book to make me tired...
maybe i should go to McD to buy supper, since im a bit hungry now...practically, its a bit dangerous to go out alone now...
hmm...i re-read some of my previous post...hahaha...
its 1:27am...maybe i should try to sleep...bye
How could I possibly pour out everything in my heart, my mind...? Dad, I know that You know me even before I was born, You formed my inward parts; You knitted me together in my mother's womb(Psalm 139:13), I am precious in Your eyes and You love me(Isaiah 43:4a).... Upon Your words, I can build my trust! I want to trust You for my future family, though I knew the fact that Alex and I are both alpha thalassemia minor...25% of chances to get a alpha thalassemia major child...doctor said nothing is guarantee...we could only prepare ourselves for what is to come if we decided to have our own child. How could I possibly ready and prepare enough to face what is to come without You?
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Count sheep maybe :p
Zewt: no McD, eat biscuits lo...