dear blog,
its 1:16am, i thought i supposed to be sleeping cause im not feeling well; still coughing...
but im not sleepy or tired, in fact i dont feel like sleeping...
can i just blog and blog and wait until 7:30am then go to work?
practically, i will be very tired later...
hmm...maybe because too much to think about...
i tried to sms a friend hoping to get a reply and can chit chat for awhile, but no respond...
maybe i should go and get some hot milk for a better sleep...oops...no more fresh milk, and i hate milk powder!
maybe i should read a book, a boring to dead book to make me tired...
maybe i should go to McD to buy supper, since im a bit hungry now...practically, its a bit dangerous to go out alone now...
hmm...i re-read some of my previous post...hahaha...
its 1:27am...maybe i should try to sleep...bye
How could I possibly pour out everything in my heart, my mind...? Dad, I know that You know me even before I was born, You formed my inward parts; You knitted me together in my mother's womb(Psalm 139:13), I am precious in Your eyes and You love me(Isaiah 43:4a).... Upon Your words, I can build my trust! I want to trust You for my future family, though I knew the fact that Alex and I are both alpha thalassemia minor...25% of chances to get an alpha thalassemia major child...doctor said nothing is guarantee...we could only prepare ourselves for what is to come if we decided to have our own child. How could I possibly ready and prepare enough to face what is to come without You?
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Count sheep maybe :p
Zewt: no McD, eat biscuits lo...