a stranger came to my working place this afternoon.
he told me he suffered from blood tumor, he showed me the lump on his neck, and his hand is a bit crooked...he said he has no job and no money for his family...he asked me whether i can donate him a few ringgit...
i gave RM10...and i prayed to God for his condition.
my heart did judged him, whether he was cheating me or not? whether he will bring home the money or not?
i shouldn't ask whether he bring home the money or not, but i should ask whether i was giving out of a sincere heart?
Yes God, I did.
How could I possibly pour out everything in my heart, my mind...? Dad, I know that You know me even before I was born, You formed my inward parts; You knitted me together in my mother's womb(Psalm 139:13), I am precious in Your eyes and You love me(Isaiah 43:4a).... Upon Your words, I can build my trust! I want to trust You for my future family, though I knew the fact that Alex and I are both alpha thalassemia minor...25% of chances to get a alpha thalassemia major child...doctor said nothing is guarantee...we could only prepare ourselves for what is to come if we decided to have our own child. How could I possibly ready and prepare enough to face what is to come without You?
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i guess you put that phrase to life that day.
Anyway i have added your blog to my blogroll.. do add me too.. hehe (=
erin: thanks. im encouraged as u are encouraged
aaron: sincerity overcome shamefulness.